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Another Cubs game, another loss

Well, I went to another Cubs game yesterday and they lost. It was a really frustrating game. I try to hold out hope and believe, but it gets quite difficult in games like yesterday. Of course, I will always be a die-hard Cubs fan -- win or lose.
Maybe the Cubs are like my life... I continue to have so much hope only to be disappointed. Life has been a bit frustrating lately. Concerning my future and a job, I am still incredibly lost. I'm often afraid to hope...for a good job, for a good man, for friends. I'm not as strong as I seem. (I didn't get the Wheaton College job and I am incredibly confused). I need God's strength and I am trusting that he has a plan for my life and a reason for my wandering. I just wish I had a glimpse of his plan...

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Anonymous said…
Dana...something that you pointed out to me a while ago, but i think about, and i have been lately, is that you have to be greatful for what you have now, and know that God has a plan for everyone, and even though you didn't get that job at wheaton, God has something different in mind for you. Also, i love the Cubs too, and i have been watching them lately too. You will have to give me a call sometime before the 24th and we should have coffee
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